Your Thoughts Now...v6

i wish i had something witty or funny to say except there isn't any.
i've just got a lot of human things going on in my mind.
some of it really isn't kosher to say in public.
some of it i've chosen to keep purely as mine alone.
they bear no relevance to anyone except my life
and it seems pure indulgence to post it all on the internet
or maybe i just don't want to be accused of wanting attention?

whatever....

these thoughts remain purely mine.
where i won't have to make excuses if they aren't witty or remotely funny.
just imprints and cycles in my neurons - nothing more.

i've started thinking - of what use are half measures in this life?
half measures...are like tepid water...
or a low insipid stuttering fire that won't give out enough heat nor light

tepid water won't ever make good tea or coffee
tepid water is like tepid love

of what good is tepid love?
its as good i think as a low and insipid stuttering fire that won't give out enough heat nor light
it will never be in sufficient amounts for it to hurt enough
nor will it ever be in sufficient amounts to cause you to die of happiness

who wants a tepid love?
that like tepid water that doesn't make good tea or coffee
that like a tepid, insipid fire that won't ever be enough to cause hurt or happiness

I'm too tired for anything tepid....
Too tired for anything stuttering...
Too tired for anything insipid....