Your Thoughts Now: 2

i think that this writing down the thoughts that are in your head without bothering to make sense of them is starting to make sense.

first of all, i want to kill this shameless hussy who is flirting with MY twitterman.

second of all, i don't know how to confirm or deny once and for all the persistent rumors that twitterman - may BE gay.

third - i am going back to getting on a better diet and eating plan as i have just been reminded that a notorious diabetic gene exists in my family. having seen the physical devastation it has wrought on various family members, i have no inclination to suffer from it.

fourth - i still can't get over the fact as to how good MY twitterman is looking now with the added muscles on his frame. PLEASE GOD LET HIM BE STRAIGHT. my gaydar has never failed before but like all things - there is always a first time. PLEASE GOD DON'T LET THIS BE THE FIRST TIME MY GAYDAR FAILS.

fifth - i am wondering what to do tomorrow as it is my day off and i don't want to spend it trapped doing household chores. so i am staying up a little bit late doing the laundry. and other bits and bobs.

i am also every now and then uttering a silent prayer for my friend who needs comfort and love right now. i want her to know she is in my thoughts and of course, my prayers for her safety and recovery.

i am beginning to think as i read back some of the things i had written in my older blogs that this new one is utterly boring and useless. i am tempted to rip out the better ones i had written previously and paste them in the new one to comfort myself with the thought that when i am in the right frame of mind - i can actually write.

i've been reminded yet again that my worries are all petty and useless. there is really nothing much more to do in this life than take it by the horns and do something with it.